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When life gets a little tough
Goodbye Lullaby
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LYDIA
I may have been a disappointment, made mistakes and failed but there's something in me worth keeping.





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Sunday, July 31, 2011
Someday

Its been so long since I left this blog untouched.
Been busy at school and work.
School's coming to week 10 now. I need to start rushing my project now.
2 more weeks till my 2 months of hols, but also 1 more week till hell, final presentation.


I keep clubbing these days.
Shit, shouldnt club so much.
But the stress is really taking its toll on me, just that I prefer to keep quiet about it.
Its no use whinning about it right?
I mean, the stress wont go away no matter how much I whine.


So many things in my head I need answers to,
so many things that left me so confused.
God, please guide me along the way, I getting really lost here.


Why is it that I always fall for someone who isnt ready to catch me?
But still, why is it so easy to fall in and so hard to fall out of it?
The wait have been a long one.
How does it feels like seeing the person you like, like someone else?
Seeing him getting in and out of a relationship.
Comparing yourself to the girls around him and realised you cant match up to them in any aspect.



Its sunday today.
Singapore's super sunny today.
Been so long since I slept till 2pm in the afternoon.
And now, its night already, I wasted one whole day like that.
But its nice to just sit at home and do nothing. (Y)



Its school tmr.
Another week of struggle starts in few hours.
Gonna bathe, Im starting to think too much again.
Need to get myself back on track.


bye.