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When life gets a little tough
Goodbye Lullaby
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LYDIA
I may have been a disappointment, made mistakes and failed but there's something in me worth keeping.





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Wednesday, October 19, 2011
I could watch you a whole lifetime

People need to know sometimes I need time on my own.
I may be strong, looking good, happy on the outside,
but deep down, im totally a emotion disaster.

Maybe thats life, step after step,
struggle after struggle,
failure after failure.

I need to get use to this thing called reality.
Been hiding in my own world thinking that things will eventually turn out right,
but hey, im wrong.

I get myself high every weekend just for that few hours of instant stress-free.
Getting all drunk to just escape from everything,
Than end up getting all sober in the morning just to feel the hangover.
Its kinda retarded, i know.

I dont know whats wrong with me now,
its proberly the effect of late night drawing in,
12.10am. I need to wash up and get some sleep.
School's tmr at 9am.

xoxo