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Thats it

2011-11-05T16:11:00.000+08:00

I'm stopping this page,
find me at tumblr people.

xoxo

Not now

2011-10-31T18:09:00.003+08:00

This is seriously not happenning.
Im coughing like no tomorrow, and my lecturer is not helping.

So, I need to finish up the report, ppt slides, and UI by tomorrow, cos she want to see it.
And everything must be in order.
And I still got tutorials and practicals to do.
Woah, thanks ah.

Year 3 sucks, or should I say, sucks to be a year 3.
ah, whatever.
Going to the doctor in a while.
bye.

xoxo

Saturday at PH

2011-10-23T20:51:00.003+08:00

I had one of the most craziest time ytd.
I was freaking high, and half of time I was sober-drunk. (if you get what I meant)
So anw, ytd was one of the usual party nights, super inpromtu though.
With joey, linc and his whole big group of friends.
So, supposely, they were there to celebrate one of the friend's birthday.
Me and joey were living in our own world most of the time though.
I had fun though, only lacking kristin.

okay, time for some studying.
School's tmr.

xoxo

I could watch you a whole lifetime

2011-10-19T00:03:00.003+08:00

People need to know sometimes I need time on my own.
I may be strong, looking good, happy on the outside,
but deep down, im totally a emotion disaster.

Maybe thats life, step after step,
struggle after struggle,
failure after failure.

I need to get use to this thing called reality.
Been hiding in my own world thinking that things will eventually turn out right,
but hey, im wrong.

I get myself high every weekend just for that few hours of instant stress-free.
Getting all drunk to just escape from everything,
Than end up getting all sober in the morning just to feel the hangover.
Its kinda retarded, i know.

I dont know whats wrong with me now,
its proberly the effect of late night drawing in,
12.10am. I need to wash up and get some sleep.
School's tmr at 9am.

xoxo

Im like a fool who will never see the truth

2011-10-10T14:57:00.002+08:00

Its monday!

And its the last week of holidays!

Last semester of school, lets go!

Gonna get my hair treated tmr! ^^

Before that, its to IKEA to have some meatballs for lunch.

xoxo

Disappointed

2011-10-06T22:02:00.003+08:00

Never knew you were that insensitive, mum.
Not angry, just , dissappointed.

I need to sleep now, in order not to let those tears fall.
bye.

Need you now

2011-10-02T22:15:00.013+08:00

So, ive not been blogging these days.

Went universal studios with cousin a while back.
The rides are super crazy.
Crazy cousin + crazy rides, you can imagine how helpless and crazy I was that day.
But I had a fun crazy time there though!
ps: We should go again soon! This time with everyone, not just the few of us!

Had this performance for AMK 4th aniversary too.
Was super nervous the whole time though we went through a hundred million times in the studio.
But still, glad to have the experience!
But but, my back is starting to give my problems.
Must take care already.

Been meeting the girl of mine recently too.
From dinner to clubbing together.
And we just clubbed at rebel celebrating bernerd's birthday together with few of the DBS people!
They still remember me after so long!
Its kinda heartwarming to know that. ^^

So the most recent one will be this!
Phuture with my girls and pohchin and her friends on saturday!
Orginally was only with pohchin and her friends, but suddenly my girls called and we met up and end up clubbing together with pohchin and her friends!

Super inpromtu, but it was still fun and crazy as usual.
And I think we sort of scared pohchin's friends with our craziness :/
^^ cant really blame us though, joey was super high close to getting drunk, and the rest of us was also high that we couldnt even walk properly to phuture after drinking.

I STILL CANT BELIEVE JOEY THREW AWAY HER SHOES AT PHUTURE.

HAHAHA, OMG.

Too bad I didnt take pictures with my girls, but its okay!

There's more to come yeah.

See you girls this friday!

Okay, so its sunday today.

Woke up in the noon and been slacking till now.

Too many things happened in the afternoon.

And it totally just spoiled my entire day.

Sigh, why like that. ):

Ohwell, gonna bathe and than tomorrow's a better day.

Till than bloogers,

xoxo

Facing reality

2011-08-10T22:03:00.003+08:00

Self pity is not going to work. I need to just get it back on track.
This is life isnt it?
I cant change the fact that im me, and nothing is going to change the fact that my body is getting from bad to worse.
But whatever, Im just going to party and enjoy life.
Till maybe one day, my body cannot take it any longer, thats where I'll stop.
I need a breather, maybe a getway would do some good this coming break.

On the side note,
1 more week, I can do this.
I just hope to pass my fyp, thats all I ask for.

Last Kiss

2011-08-03T00:38:00.002+08:00

I just had this urge to blog.
The picture was taken in japan.
Gosh, I miss japan. ):

Gonna be 1am soon.
Its playing last kiss by taylor swift on my playlist now.
Not a very good time to get those thoughs into my head.
Sleeping seems to be better choice.
School tmr, I must go at 8am.
I can, and I will.

Goodnight,
xoxo.

Someday

2011-07-31T20:45:00.002+08:00

Its been so long since I left this blog untouched.
Been busy at school and work.
School's coming to week 10 now. I need to start rushing my project now.
2 more weeks till my 2 months of hols, but also 1 more week till hell, final presentation.

I keep clubbing these days.
Shit, shouldnt club so much.
But the stress is really taking its toll on me, just that I prefer to keep quiet about it.
Its no use whinning about it right?
I mean, the stress wont go away no matter how much I whine.

So many things in my head I need answers to,
so many things that left me so confused.
God, please guide me along the way, I getting really lost here.

Why is it that I always fall for someone who isnt ready to catch me?
But still, why is it so easy to fall in and so hard to fall out of it?
The wait have been a long one.
How does it feels like seeing the person you like, like someone else?
Seeing him getting in and out of a relationship.
Comparing yourself to the girls around him and realised you cant match up to them in any aspect.

Its sunday today.
Singapore's super sunny today.
Been so long since I slept till 2pm in the afternoon.
And now, its night already, I wasted one whole day like that.
But its nice to just sit at home and do nothing. (Y)

Its school tmr.
Another week of struggle starts in few hours.
Gonna bathe, Im starting to think too much again.
Need to get myself back on track.

bye.

Hi sunny singapore!

2011-07-03T16:56:00.002+08:00

Im back in sunny singapore!

It've been a great one month in china!

Those fun and laughter, are really great memories that could last a lifetime.

New friends, new enviroment, a chance to really grow up.

That gateway was great, totally.

Now its back to reality, back to my old usual routine, again.

Facebook dont allow me to upload my pictures, why.

Anw, gonna bathe and prepare,

meeting lihui later, been 1 whole month since I last saw that bitch. hehe!

bye.

Hey, missing me?

2011-06-20T11:50:00.008+08:00

Week 3 starts now.

Went another trip to shanghai on saturday.
As usual, came back with two very big bags.
Wonder how am I going to bring my laggage down 6 floors on the last day. Hmmm ..

Went to eat xiao long bao on sat as well, nice!
I swear, I gave up on the fastfood and the familiar 'singapore' food here, offer me another meal, I can puke on the sopt.
Got so many cheap bargains for everyone close around me, cant wait to give it to them. ((:
Cant wait to see everyone when I get back.
I miss everything in singapore, everyone.

Been drinking here, the alcohol is freaking cheap.
&& Im gainning like crazy, my weight shot up like the stock market
Blamming it on the late night maggi mee, fastfood for 3 meals. :/
In the lab now, I got another 5 hours to go before the end of proj for today.

bye.

Day 6 in china

2011-06-12T10:37:00.006+08:00

Hello from china!

Its a sunday and im in the lab.
Shanghai trip ytd. Awesome trip, with some drama here and there.
Went to this mall and we bargain like free.
The stuffs there are like awesomely reasonably cheap.
Spent money like water, and now Im afraid my money cant last me for the next 3 weeks.

Oh, made new friends at the mall ytd, from LA!
They are like so cool and nice. (Y)

Caught some cheap bargains here and there.
Bought for family, friends and myself.
Gonna go there and grab some more stuffs this coming saturday.
They are so many places I wanna go.

Went sightseeing on saturday and it rainned, the best part was my unbrella was leaking water! zZz
Mood went down instantly.

Lets see what else?
I think i need to survive on instantly noodles for the next few days.

oh!
The food here is super satly and oily.
Its as it their salt is free.
So salty that I left half bowl of noodles untouched.

Alright, quit whinning now.
bye.

We're all running away from something

2011-05-29T15:55:00.003+08:00

Its sunday!

Was a busy bee the last 2 days. But well, I had fun though!

IPP officially ended on friday, so tmr's back to school for fyp.

But I dont feel excited going back to school anymore. :/

1 more week to cheana land, but im not yet ready.

lappy's giving me problems, things not done, mind not prepared.

Friday was awesome with the girls.

Wonder when is the next time we will meet up again. :/

Saturday was a whole night out with nava and min!

Driving aimlessly have never been so nice before.

Than, I need to get my lappy serviced by this week.

Have to go all the way to funnan, so lazzzzy.

Done writing, bye!

I like to be taken, seriously.

2011-05-08T20:54:00.002+08:00

I dont know why, I feel so empty today, like some thing's missing.

Like im missing out on something or someone.

ohwell, work tmr.

3 more weeks and im free from all these.

Cant wait to go back to school, where all the familiar faces are.

okay, bye.

Its been a while

2011-05-02T22:38:00.002+08:00

I miss japan, can I go there again?

Ohwell, work tmr, gonna bathe and sleep after this post.

This long holiday been quite well spent?

Dance on friday was awesome.

Movie on saturday was good, esp when ive a bitching girl with me.

Dinner at JustAsia was good just now.

Catching up was great.

All I need now is a good sleep and prepare myself for work tmr.

Bye.

"How do you feel when you put someone as your priority and realised you were never an option? How should I feel now? "

2011-04-26T23:52:00.002+08:00

Okay, thats was taken like last sem?

I miss us studying, going breaks together.

2 in beijing, 1 in school and me in Ipp, we're so separated can.

Year 3 life really dont seem good at all.

IPP is taking away all my energy from my life.

I'll be so tired I wanna sleep my weekends away, and i'll end up wasting my whole weekend.

God, I need more motivation.

I need a break from work.

1 more month, I can do this.

night.

YOU

2011-04-23T14:55:00.004+08:00

The weather is crazy.

I need to bath and get ready soon.

I think I'll probably lose my way again in jurong later.

That place is just too complicated, and big!

Im actually craving for a movie session,

but ohwell, doubt anyone's free today.

Everyone's with their own stuffs, and im feeling so out of place.

Gonna go, have a great day everyone.

3.46pm

2011-04-22T15:27:00.002+08:00

I dont know why, its just so hard.

Ohwell,

Have a good friday people.

2011-04-18T23:56:00.002+08:00

Thats on saturday.

Need to sleep.

Work tmrw, good night.

I LIKE YOU

2011-04-16T14:46:00.002+08:00

It's a rainy saturday today.

Am glad my throat's getting better already.

Meeting my fav. people for some dinner and tau huay later, life's good.

I cant believe im actually staying home on a saturday.

Dance was awesome yesterday.

And talking about dance, there's a mini production tmrw!

Gonna have so much fun, cant wait!

But wait, its all the way at the west. Jurong east! God, I hope I wont be lost, im super bad at directions.

Side track: Seeing all the pictures on beijing and suzhou make me wanna fly there now!

Soon, soon. 6 more weeks!

The day ended well

2011-04-16T01:11:00.002+08:00

I need to sleep, my head's spinning.

Night.

Do you know

2011-04-15T14:45:00.004+08:00

No one can really understand how it feels to be me.
Sometimes all I need is to shut from the world and be alone.

Had the worst fight with mum last night.

Straight after I step into the house, everything exploded straight in my face.

I dont even know where did I go wrong.

Just as I though having a score throat, with voice that could shake the earth was bad enough,

having fever at 2 , 3 am in the morning was worst.

I cant even get out of bed this morning, head spinning like crazy.

The scoring sun is not helping too.

Its so hot, I can fry an egg in it.

I seriously wonder how am I gonna stand the summer heat in china.

bye.

Fade away

2011-04-13T23:55:00.004+08:00

I heard there was a double rainbow some time back and I just have to missed it. Dam!

It'll be nice to see one for myself, its so pretty!

Anyway, things are some sort of messy nowadays.

My brains are in a big mess, cannot stop my thoughts from running, especially on the way home from work.

I cant stop tripping on my way home,

And my room is in a big mess, I need to clean up, soon.

My weekdays are all used up for attachment.

Been a 1 and a half months, 6 more weeks!

Oh, did I say?

My flats split on my way home, AGAIN!

Its the second pair already.

I need to go shopping this weekend,

I just hope somebody's free.

Goodnight.